I just watched the movie... Its great! Thanks to Vishesh, but no thanks coz I really shouldn't be doing this to my future right now. I know I am going to regret every millisecond of it, but I still can't stop. I have NO ONE ELSE but MYSELF to blame. I suck!!! And let me encore that- I suck BIG TIME!
Okay, after that self punishment sort of thing, moving on to the better parts- I have gotten a hang of Chemistry and I think I'll be through... Physics is going fine... I am not sure abut KI and Lit... And I am certain I am gonna screw up math. I have four set targets for the coming four days. Hope that Fantasy=Reality!
I am NOT going to school tomorrow. Well, I don't see the point since I wont be attending the super important Maths refresher lecture where "they" will be "distributing" knowledge as I have this Top Secret thing. Also, Paper 1 physics mock exam was a pure wastage of time and I am sure Paper 2 wont be any better. So, heck with it man! I don't give a rat's ass about it...
Lightenin'...
I watched The Dark Knight with Anuj... I think Heath Ledger deserves another life. I think it is one of the best movies I have ever seen and the way its breaking records like a "spontaneous radiation" (Sorry, I was studying Modern Physics today), I think it is one of the best movies ever made. It just shook me up inside and Heath Ledger is not my hero, he is my villain...
Why so serious??? >:D
Coz the PRELIMS are in XI days! SOS please, someone help me! I have to ace these exams and disprove my "critics" or else... But more importantly, I have a lot to prove to myself. So, get it together, you can do better. I have found my motivation in the AC Dancers, so I am studying in school until late these days, and I have covered more than I did in the entire leap year! I have to keep emotions aside and escalate.
I am acceleration, extreme speed, look like a Cadillac, sting like a bee! B)
Up & fuelled for the last lap,
Mohito
P.S. Actually, the second last. Wait a minute. or was it third last?
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Questions.
Does God exist?
Is he good?
Does he love us?
If he does, then why is there suffering in the world?
Why isn't world the perfect place to live in?
Why does he take away our loved ones from us?
Why can't we all live without malice, without sadness, without disease, without death?
Isn't God omnipotent and ever lasting?
He created us, right?
Then, shouldn't he just create happiness, love and bliss for us?
At least, for those who are as nice as her? Shouldn't their lives be devoid of grief and pain, where hearts are devoid of hatred and any ill feelings, filled with joy and all other things nice and sweet?
Lucky ripples' grandpa passed away last night, in spite of all the prayers, condolences and wishes... Lucky Ripples... :(
I didn't know what to say... Luckily, I have never suffered the loss of a loved one, and I don't want to... Really, I'd rather die before all my family and friends... But I guess one day, I will have to... Will I be able to handle it? Will I be as strong as her? At this moment, I don't think so...
This was the first time I ever saw a glint of sadness in her eyes, even though that perpetual smile was still present on her bubbly face... Even though you say so friend, I know you are not okay. But I hope you will be soon. Take care, friend. :)
Only if I could ask God...
Why?
Is he good?
Does he love us?
If he does, then why is there suffering in the world?
Why isn't world the perfect place to live in?
Why does he take away our loved ones from us?
Why can't we all live without malice, without sadness, without disease, without death?
Isn't God omnipotent and ever lasting?
He created us, right?
Then, shouldn't he just create happiness, love and bliss for us?
At least, for those who are as nice as her? Shouldn't their lives be devoid of grief and pain, where hearts are devoid of hatred and any ill feelings, filled with joy and all other things nice and sweet?
Lucky ripples' grandpa passed away last night, in spite of all the prayers, condolences and wishes... Lucky Ripples... :(
I didn't know what to say... Luckily, I have never suffered the loss of a loved one, and I don't want to... Really, I'd rather die before all my family and friends... But I guess one day, I will have to... Will I be able to handle it? Will I be as strong as her? At this moment, I don't think so...
This was the first time I ever saw a glint of sadness in her eyes, even though that perpetual smile was still present on her bubbly face... Even though you say so friend, I know you are not okay. But I hope you will be soon. Take care, friend. :)
Only if I could ask God...
Why?
Saturday, July 12, 2008
1 Month to Prelims!!!
AAAAAAAAA!!! I wanna die oreddy! Vishesh and Anuj are studying Econs with such fervour in my room and its killing me that I just cant get myself to even meet one of the targets that I artistically drew on the white board on my wall last night... SHOOT ME NOW!
Haha, that line was by Raj... When he realized that he lives in the same apartment as Sarah Ann! Raj... He asked me to strip as Joanne's present at 'The Screening', which was a total blast... the setup... The food which was mostly Non-vegetarian but I am not complaining... "Who's got the most armpit hair?"game disguised as "The muscle-man game"... Tim serenading Miss Wong... Aretha's and Tajreen's stints... The cutting of the beautiful "baloney" cake... My striptease on Joe Cocker's sexy classic- "You can leave your hat on"... The screening itself in which we cheered like it was show night and the music was off during Happy Endings... The pack-up and all the camwhoring... The Debrief by Raj and then coming back with meowy michy! It was all just so fulfilling, like every other minute spent with he dancers- eating, studying, dancing... Doing what we do! I went on the first day to babysit the J1s, only to discover that they don't need it. They were quite like a family, effective and having a lot of fun, but I couldn't watch them learning our old warm up favorite- "Please Don't Stop the Music"! Sigh, it kills me to know that there is dance and I can't go... I miss AC Dance. A LOT.
Anyway, I have been skipping school a lot. Like A LOT. Just realized that out of three weeks of school since it reopened, I have effectively taken leave for one week, being blue slipped for another! I mean I need to snap outta it and get down to studying. No more holidays until the Prelims now. Tomorrow I have this hostel concert which I wish Hermione comes to watch... And after that I am done with dancing, at least until As! I am started to get worried about my future now... At this rate, I won't even get into NUS with a scholarship and not knowing what I wanna do doesn't help! So, I have to start real fast and get back into form for studies. I am gonna pray today. Christian style.
Dear God,
Please help me get my act together and give my best to meet my aspirations and my parents' and teachers' expectations of myself- so that I realize my true potential granted by you. I want to work hard for my future and do the best as I can academically and otherwise. I seek your hand in doing so. Please help me to remain focussed towards my goal and get motivated by my diligent friends as well as to inspire those who are complacent. All this I pray in your most holy name.
Amen.
And all that cal (inspired from 'A Clockwork Orange').
Whats it gonna be then, eh?
I must start NOW. Ok, Vishesh's and Anuj's constant and devoted and deliberate studying is getting to my nerves now. Help me Bog.
Your Humble and Faithful narrator
Mohit
Haha, that line was by Raj... When he realized that he lives in the same apartment as Sarah Ann! Raj... He asked me to strip as Joanne's present at 'The Screening', which was a total blast... the setup... The food which was mostly Non-vegetarian but I am not complaining... "Who's got the most armpit hair?"game disguised as "The muscle-man game"... Tim serenading Miss Wong... Aretha's and Tajreen's stints... The cutting of the beautiful "baloney" cake... My striptease on Joe Cocker's sexy classic- "You can leave your hat on"... The screening itself in which we cheered like it was show night and the music was off during Happy Endings... The pack-up and all the camwhoring... The Debrief by Raj and then coming back with meowy michy! It was all just so fulfilling, like every other minute spent with he dancers- eating, studying, dancing... Doing what we do! I went on the first day to babysit the J1s, only to discover that they don't need it. They were quite like a family, effective and having a lot of fun, but I couldn't watch them learning our old warm up favorite- "Please Don't Stop the Music"! Sigh, it kills me to know that there is dance and I can't go... I miss AC Dance. A LOT.
Anyway, I have been skipping school a lot. Like A LOT. Just realized that out of three weeks of school since it reopened, I have effectively taken leave for one week, being blue slipped for another! I mean I need to snap outta it and get down to studying. No more holidays until the Prelims now. Tomorrow I have this hostel concert which I wish Hermione comes to watch... And after that I am done with dancing, at least until As! I am started to get worried about my future now... At this rate, I won't even get into NUS with a scholarship and not knowing what I wanna do doesn't help! So, I have to start real fast and get back into form for studies. I am gonna pray today. Christian style.
Dear God,
Please help me get my act together and give my best to meet my aspirations and my parents' and teachers' expectations of myself- so that I realize my true potential granted by you. I want to work hard for my future and do the best as I can academically and otherwise. I seek your hand in doing so. Please help me to remain focussed towards my goal and get motivated by my diligent friends as well as to inspire those who are complacent. All this I pray in your most holy name.
Amen.
And all that cal (inspired from 'A Clockwork Orange').
Whats it gonna be then, eh?
I must start NOW. Ok, Vishesh's and Anuj's constant and devoted and deliberate studying is getting to my nerves now. Help me Bog.
Your Humble and Faithful narrator
Mohit
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